I Quit For Now
It looks to me as though this blog is dead in the water and I'm considering removing it entirely. No doubt it's in an archive somewhere, everything that goes online ends up archived, and it can be brought up again. I've said these things, and I really don't mind. I've had some less than stellar moments here trying to figure parts of myself out. I really want to do music. I keep trying to put it down because I recognize it is a pipe dream. I just cannot figure out how to make any money with my music. And yes money is important, I would love to just create for fun, but what I want is to make money doing what I love with the skills I've acquired. I really haven't got specialized knowledge in any other area. I have set myself up for either success or an abysmal failure. I think the fear of the latter has been driving me crazy. "Don't fear failure. In great attempts, it is glorious even to fail." - Bruce Lee. I have to force myself through